Solitude.

My lifeless eyes have to much to say,

there's a black hole

in the bed I lay;

the hope consumes - the hope is a guide

I stand on my feet,

never apologize.

And solitude is a beast that eats

the echoes loud

of tired breaths;
you can stay there - you can just go
but inside of me
now I feel alone.

'Cause my cold hands need to hold

'cause I feel my needs

have been sold

to buy freedom - a piece of joy

it takes so little

so little to destroy.

Unstable like wind, I should rest

the expectations

in my humble chest.
Solitude is such a beast well known,

I need your troubles
to face it alone.

Porcelain.

Oh, monster of my reproach,

you scream inside so squeaky

like sharpened nails on my jaded back

you injure my pride so sneaky.

A role reversal I can't tolerate

here in my bed turned into sea;

I am the Priestess, so cozy and alone,

a porcelain whore with a heart fulfilled.

The initiation for the thristy minds

I gave water to, emptying my pitcher

and like water I adapt to everything

and everyone who makes me differ.

I bit my lips until the blood pours out

to prove that it's just another nightmare,

the wheel that turns again too fast...

afraid to disperse, I refuse to share.

Nice to meet you.

In the misty forest I found a fount;

my endearing wolf,

would you be less polite?

I guess I'm the one you're about to haunt,

cool down my neck before you came,

got no escape tonight.

My red mantle is your velvet carpet,

a warm bloodstain on my back,

and my enticing wolf,

would you be so kind?

I just lost my path -

if I don't follow, I won't find.

We've been waiting in deafening silence

avoiding a touch, licking our hack,

both alone running parallel.

Now I'm stuck in your cave 

we're playing with fire,

you know - I wanted it too

and every wheeze is a clue...

Oh nice - very nice to meet you! 

Seed.

Shelter in my veins,

you wounldn't mind the rain;

you flow into so clear,

you make me feel serene.

The night is a lullaby

and seclusion is passing by,

we're a gift to this world,

we'll warm up what is cold.

You got me to love myself,

this time I won't pretend;

put the seed of a new vision

to make concrete every decision.

Cuddle.

Take me where I haven't been before,

but never drag me;

cuddle my fears immured in the core,
but don't deny me

with all my broken pieces

and every attempt to stick them.

Ask me all you need to know,

just trust on our perfection;

show me all that you need to show,

never dissacrate the intention,

what we can build - what we could reach;

use some violence delicately.

I'm here - nowhere else I could be;

uncover me, but do it softly.

Delight.

Far away from the promised land

I dig holes so deep inside my chest

to find a reason

for being happily caged,

and I've been so stupid,

and now I crave but I am afraid...

Can't help probing your beautiful eyes:

I lost my freedom in ages, there I see it;

it's a delicate warmth,

makes my senses grow.

I'd throw myself in your arms

taking back the protection I gave.

You dear breath curls this sadness

so it becomes mountains, flowers and water

and freshness, and I dance like a feather

falling gently until it finds its soil.

Carried by the power of the oncoming Spring

all my centres open to your delight,

there is no sin for the prisoner heart

who desperately tries to break the grate.

Pandora

All this time acting without a scene,
mourning for the death of my life
made me suffer and made me tremble
in silence, out of sight,

and all this time I loved unseen
every word you said and every knife
cutting my heart in crumbles
in silence; every night

was a precious diamond that I kept jealous
in my half closed hands, on my chest,
you were so dear to me and you didn't know.

Though other eyes have been sospicious
I've been denying without a rest,
now the dice has rolled, I let things grow

So the vase has been opened,
my chaos exploded and its light
has no direction - my beat is my guide,
and you touch my skin and I'm absorbed
I can't return not to make any mistake
I can't give more for your sake

'cause my need to love, by now, would kill
all your need to be worth of happiness,
I promised myself I'll protect your kindness
from the injuries beyond my will.

Just hold my hands now
warm them again because they're frozen,
for too long they haven't given
for too long I haven't shown;

Time will reveal what's hidden;
I'm learning to love myself
through my simple, tender love for you,
and through your caring affection -
this is the best that you can do.